If you B-live what ppl say about me, you must effed up stupid

Lies, Lies, Tell me sweet little lies.

2008-05-09T18:40:00.000-07:00

I hate you Philip!!!!

Hate you forever!!!

I want a breakup. NOW!!!!

I hate you're stupid Korean accent, I hate your stupid Korean dyed hair. In fact I hate ever single shitty detail of you.

White. The colour of my canvas.

2008-05-08T20:58:00.000-07:00

Aw crap. I have absolutely no Shite an idea of how to layout my damn blog.

HELP~!!!

Past and present sins

2008-05-02T15:30:00.000-07:00

I'm a total virgin to this 'escape-from-school' thing, but today I finally plucked up the nerve to do it!! Though I highly discourage anyone else from attempting it though. I'm in one of my moods, either I'm sick or thoughtful, I don't know. It's soo warm now. Argh...

Junki said that I shouldn't think and overanalyse too much. It's bad.

Whatever that meant. But, GAWD I soo love him.

Sigh.. What happens when you're in love? Really, truly madly, deeply in love? I suppose love makes a person do crazy things. It's no wonder really.

Silly boy..

2008-05-01T20:43:00.000-07:00

Sigh...

He's that boy in the mall you JUST can't stop looking at. He looks kinda childish and young but then again I'm a 17 year old whom everone happen to thinks is a 15 year old... The embarassment. All I know about him is that he works at Giordano at tHe Spring, Kuching, he's a young looking boy, has slightly shoulder length hair that's front hair is parted to one side and is chinese (I THINK)

If anyone happens to come across him, lemme know what you think of him. I know.. I know.. My taste in men aren't exactly what you'd call okay... But I have a thing for effeminate looking men. hahaha... So THERE! I nicknamed him 'Silly boy' because the whole time I was there, I kept muttering in my head "Silly boy, lookk over Here!!" hahaha. AM NOT A STALKER!! If anyone happens know what his name is or even better, if you, my 'silly boy' is reading this now, please,please, tell me your name. I've been hooked on you since the day you first smiled at me... hahaha...

Don't mind me. I'm slightly nuts...

The words of love...

2007-02-14T03:52:00.000-08:00

Mi amas vin(Esperanto)
Main tainu pyar karna(Punjabi)
Ie ovele oyue(Pig latin)
Khao raak thoe(Thai)
I mog di narrisch gern(Bavarian)
Mahal kita(Tagalog)
Te ador(Ramanian)
Seni seviyarum(Turkish)
Qabang(Klingon)

And they all mean one thing......

I LOVE YOU!!!

Love

2007-02-05T05:14:00.001-08:00

Whoa~
I've FINNALY gotten this blog thru!! Ha3. Valentine's almost here... I guess I will be heart broken-as usual-this year. I told B that i liked him. Wrong move. He said he wanted to concerntrate on his studies. He wanted to keep this policy that doesn't allow him to like anyone until Uni. I'm not feeling any bitterness. None.
I'm sad and happy. At the same time. I'm sad coz this happened again but happy that he wants to put his studies first. I'm proud of him. I guess I might never find a guy who I like and will like me back. I have this thing that causes me to be commitment phobic everytime a guy who likes me and I don't like back wants to have a relationship with me. It's just me.
You might wonder why I named this blog L.A.D.S.S (It's just too long to spell it out) Well it's because i love to love, i love apples, I love diamonds, I love the summer skye. Oh yea! I LOVE my diamond ring!! Thanks Ping Ping!!!! I'll post my ring's pic sumday.